Fuck, same things. I go a few days without seeing this girl and I miss her. I see her and I'm not even sure I can fully enjoy hanging out with her. It can honestly annoy me at times. What is this title "best friends"? Seriously. I don't get it because that's very hard to happen with guys and the opposite sex. We get along very well, I will do and currently do anything for her. The amount of time I go out of my way is ridiculous. And with that. I get nothing back. If someone says "hey why not this guy", she gives the reply back that we are too good of friends. That doesn't register for me. All the things for me that point to the opportunity for a perfect relationship point to a perfect friendship with her. I'm annoyed and very tired atm. One part of me is counting down till this is over.

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