Woot, signing papers Monday. I think I'm doing a good job of ignoring any doubt. I know as soon as the papers are signed I'll be stuck with it so I can't wait to do that. It's not that I'm not interested in doing it but it's going to be something that will most likely be harder than anything else I've had to do....ever. That said, I think it will be well worth it. It's just the initial "I'm going to do this" that makes it tough. It's like when you see that huge rollercoaster in the center of the park and from far away you say "damn, that looks awesome". You're kind of caught up in the awe so you hop in line. The closer you get to the front, the more and more anxious you get. Once you see the coasters rolling into the station it's easy to get nervous. When I was younger I always second guessed getting on. Even when I jumped in the car the cart started moving and I hoped that there was some way I could back out right then. Problem was, it already started rolling up a hill. With all the doubt over and over again I was never disappointed at the end. I built up all this fear in myself but by the end I was happy and couldn't wait to do it again. Not saying bootcamp will be exactly like that, but I see everyone else getting off at the end happy they did it.
!!!!!!!!!!exploding inside......in a good way...!!!!!!!